星期六, 1月 12, 2019

自我性格悖論及安眠藥物引致夢遊





*** 並非嘮騷,更不是控訴,本文一如往常,只是本人作為日誌用途,自娛娛人*** 

***lol 唔好嬲呀lol***

***( ´∀`) 啲空間我⋯***


老師說我有 judgement 問題,我思考了好幾個月。


今天翻閲舊時書信,原來戴安娜同學在小時候可能已經不經意地指出我「自我」的問題,當然這可以是一種悖論:一個自我的人士,又怎麼知道該人士本身就是很「自我」?該人士應該以為全世界就如該人士自己所建構認知一樣。#


(自己揾黎講)類似悖論有很多,例如中三第一次做暑期工時大人搵另一位同學複核我的文字數據。正在如寫稿有校對一樣,我真心覺得理所當然,但是他一句:「你自己睇梗係覺得一切正確,你點會話自己錯?」


對錯之於小時候的我,常常跟真假混為一談。真假之於我是事實和邏輯問題,事實定時定點定刻陳述,真假則恆真恆假。


(返暑期工諗咁鬼多)我認為該大人所言是一個假悖論,表面合乎常理,但是一用邏輯推理,便可以加以否定。我串錯字我係有機會自己發現並承認自己錯左;又或我格式有誤你唔俾我自己因為唔順眼而自己發現並承認 Font Size 不一致?


此時要注意,認錯是可以在心中,我自己改正並呈上更新版本並不一定等如向他人認錯,原因並非訴諸情緒,而是:嗯,我是回帶撚,所以我有可能在回帶中比他人更快或自己已經可以找到失誤。


又再圓滿啲講,我可能可以自己找到失誤,但並不等如我一定找到自己的失誤。(係咪好戴頭盔 sound like 呢)(其實唔係)


返回「我很*自我*」(抱歉iPhone我不懂打雙引號)的命題。真相是我是知道自己「自我」,但我不知道的是別人亦認為我「自我」。這種情況先證明自我的人是有可能真的知道自己「自我」,是以[「自我」的人一定不覺悟自己自我]此命題為假,而看似悖論的命題為假悖論。


「醉翁不知醉」亦是一個假悖論。

常識可以誤導思考之處,多不勝數。


戴安娜寫給我的是一張生日卡,當然文字是滿滿鼓勵,以她的良善,以我們的友誼。我把「自我」命題拿出來自己檢討一番之餘,思考到悖論,也就把這數個月的無聊思考命題都好好想一下。


我諗下諗下諗鬼左去太空船被蟲洞吸入左唔幾時會向邊度番返出黎。


很無厘頭吧。


不過:假悖論👉真悖論👉孖生兄弟悖論👉時間雙對論👉時間膨脹👉太空旅行👉黑洞👉蟲洞。我的思維是很脫軌完全不按常理出牌。


Ok,講番老師說我因為血糖驟升驟降影響判斷。Well,那是失憶更正確地說是斷片。

服用安眠藥會有夢遊間題

有些人是食完藥無啦啦煮左個麵食;有人突然執屋;有人,仲揸車出外😱。然後睡覺然後醒來然後「吓?咩事?」


我自己經歷和上述類似事件,但據我認知及事後線索,這些事件是本來我想做但沒做的事情,藥力發揮後潛意識不再被壓抑,於是便做了本來就想做的事。而在做這些行為時是理智的,但問題是記憶。


關於記憶我傾向相信長短記憶的運作是長短記憶為兩個不同的桶,事情發生時先行短暫記憶以應付情況並記錄,然後再把事情由短暫記憶的桶轉移至長效記憶處。是以,我出現失憶和失魂的情況。


所以老師,唔係 Judgement,是失魂;唔係因為體內化學物質失調而有間題,是我有「自我」的問題,所以 Judgement 可能有奇異。


本來再想講對錯和真假的同異,不過本文太長。所以改天再談。


各位公子,哲學討論歡迎賜教,敞司今晩筆記到此為止,請啊~~~~


星期五, 1月 04, 2019

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The idea of #BonBonLifestyleWebazine was born nearly six years ago when my first engagement was broken. I was embarked to focusing back to myself. As always as I am, I walked the thoughts and established a website immediately. 

The site has been paused for years after that when relationships overwhelmed my life again.

There came 2018. For a couple of reasons known or unknown I picked up the website again. Adjusting continuously according to market, readers, contents, technology, inspirations and self-introspection/ retrospection, Bon Bon Lifestyle Webazine is now a gateway of global newswire and lifestyle features. 

Last week an acquaintance on LinkedIn reached  out to me on solar topics in Hong Kong. A slip of tongue, I told him I wanna make Bon Bon Lifestyle Webazine the next Huffington Post of the Hong Kong voices. 

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