I think this loneliness will carry on for a while. I am not going to bother my friends as I was used to do and I am not going to ping a stranger as I was used to do.
Being is lonely and man is lonely by brith, a lyric found in one of the hymns of I learnt at secondary school.
Thanks God I am still in love with myself. I love both the insider and outside of myself. I am so loving my loveliness being that I am not afraid to be turned inside-out. Just as now I am disclosing my loneliness to you so inside-out.
On this night with a thousand sighs, let me revisit my philosophy teacher: the book "Sophie's World".